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Spiritual Testimony of the Soul

There has been a personal awakening that has spilled over into my current WIP.

If I hadn’t mentioned it I’m halfway finished with the first draft of Lady Agape & The New Dimension. I completed 90% of that while on my working vacation. There were no distractions. When I returned home I had to go back and read what I had written since I was not able to stick to my outline and the few days off from writing broke momentum. Now I’m back at it, the summarization of what’s been written will be due Friday and I pick up where I left off on Saturday.

There will be a different me when I return to this project though since like most productive vacations, my mind has been rejuvenated and I have a new respect and love for what I do. I’d realize that being a fiction/fantasy writer, creating new worlds and new people, is hard a long time ago. I’ve always known that being a storyteller require stories from one’s experience, what one is taught by an elder, mentor, or book, or what one has bared witness to. But what I didn’t know or hadn’t realized is I am both. It may appear that I create people and events but I don’t I remember these things, I don’t pull them out of the air. They’re not original materials being downloaded as I initially believed. They’re memories; which is why I, like other storytellers, must live, learn, or bear witness to the things which I write. I share all that I’m able to remember in written form, not because I like to but because I need to hence the title Storytelling-Writer.

These are tales of how to live a spiritual existence while having this human experience. These are tales of my past as well as the past of others that may or may not walk the Earth. Because what I write is spiritual fiction, it’s not for everyone. And as much as I wish that I could entertain everyone, I know that only those who are ready to catch a spiritual catnap will share in my enjoyment.

Like anything that is divine, I’m starting out with an easy one- going within in order to change without. With time, I’m going to be trusted with more in depth memories which will allow me to tell stories that really heal on the scale that I wish to. Not that Lady Agape doesn’t heal, how could it not when the subject is about a young woman being transported to a new dimension which happens to be within her mind?

You may ask, how do I know that this is something that is coming from the memories of my soul? I know because I know my life and what I’ve learned and from who as well as knowing what I’m capable of creating. This isn’t coming through me it’s coming to me. There’s not much more I can say other than trust me. With my surrendering to the fact that I’m an Elder Soul who is here to learn about true, loving, unconditional relationships and how to help others, I will be able to manifest written stories unique to anything that has come before. I promise. Your trust will not be in vain.

Until the next spiritual and professional motion is submitted.

Thanks for Listening!


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Beings of SEU- Book 1: Emmett’s focus as a wolf god

In one of the novels that I’m currently working on, one of the supporting characters is a young god. To be more exact, his name is Emmett and he’s a wolf god. At this point in the manuscript some of the animal-people come to him in hopes that he will be able to break the ethereal chains of consciousness that bind them to the weasel queen Vivian, the antagonist of this tale. This is a big deal considering that Emmett is trying to figure out if he’s strong enough to be a productive god of living beings born without free will, not to mention the fact that if he does grant their request this means that they will come to him once need arises again. Sabrina, Emmett’s adopted human mother and protagonist, tells him to embrace who and what he is. Meaning Emmett must begin thinking like a god and therefore considering what he want for his world and the beings that live in it. As he start to ponder his godhood Sabrina remind him that he’s not God, Creator of All That Is and All That Isn’t, and because of that he owe it to his people to go beyond the basic needs of survival with his thinking.

This got me to wondering, as a god, what do I want to immediately manifest into my realm of reality? Knowing that my basic needs of survival are met, how do I continue with my innate desire to evolve and create? More importantly what do I create? The answer didn’t come easy and because of that I want to share it in both my novel and in this blog post.

Keeping with the wisdom that knowledge and experience is best obtained according to divine process, I decided that there would only be three things that Emmett/I would focus on during this story/stage of spiritual development; the first being embracing the idea of Higher Truth and Unity. I see that in order to properly deal with whatever may come next I need to personally know that all is love, all is one, and everything is connected and that is different from knowing that all is in divine order with divine intelligence. It’s the same thing for Emmett; he doesn’t know what will come to the connected race of animal-people once he breaks their chains but he understand that in order for life in his reality to evolve to the next level he needs to let all people experience what it is like to be both part of the whole and an individual. He has taken up the beliefs of his father which stated that we can still be connected while being apart. Just thinking about embracing Unity in a way that enable the whole to move on to the next step changes things for both worlds.

The second thing of focus is the realization that in order for people to truly be free they need to follow their own inner guidance, or soul, and let the traditional idea of leadership fall to the wayside. Vivian has proven herself to be a ruthless leader by killing, maiming, and keeping the animal-people in fear just like her father. Many gods have given their lives in an attempt to bring Vivian down, as a matter of fact it is by Vivian’s magic that Emmett’s father died, and that is something that frighten Sabrina and Emmett. But as a human Sabrina understand that the animal-people have it in them to make decisions for themselves since some of them are coming to Emmett and the guardians for help. Although Emmett believe that the chains must serve a purpose since the Creator of All That Is and All That Isn’t made them at the beginning of time, he look at the humans who follow their own individual paths but seem to be moving as a unit and gain inspiration. I too am watching my people seek individual leadership of self and I must say that I like it. By keeping with my first focus I am able to know that as one mind we are moving according to a divine directive which is leading us to total experience of this realm and more. Therefore, it is my job and the job of each and every reflection of me to support a new definition of freedom and independence.

The final focus is on the belief that people are the living abundance and that they are creators not just co-creators. No longer infants, we are becoming aware of the fact that what happens in our lives is all our doing while still embracing the truth that one way the universe support our thoughts is with the Universal Law of Cause and Effect. I see this focus as being the most exciting of the three as I now get a chance to see what I’m made of as a creator. Again, not that I don’t think that the universe is here by my side creating with me but I no longer believe that I am dependent on the universe to work ‘with’ me, I am and have always been free to create what I like. I am abundance and all is within me because all is one. In the story Sabrina knows that she has to convince all the animal-people that they are capable of creating anything that they desire by themselves since they are a magical race after all and have been producing according to the will of the chain bearer since the dawn of time. This is a concept that is totally new to them and is not well received at all but Sabrina doesn’t give up and by the end of Emmett’s first meeting with the people who want their chains broken she has convince everyone to just think about the idea of pulling on their own resources.

So those are the three things that Beings of SEU- book one will focus on. As a storyteller I’m excited to share my exploration into these areas beyond a one page blog entry and hope that by the time I’m finished with this second draft I will be well into the change of my own thoughts, behavior, and experiences. That’s one of the perks of being a writer.

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